Day 1

On my new meds and so far….
I’ve been too tired to stay awake at work. I took a nap in my car at lunch.
Sitting up straight was exhausting.
Clearly I couldn’t go to the gym even though I didn’t go yesterday so now I have guilt on top of fat.
The sound of human voices makes me want to rip out peoples tongues and shove them straight into their lungs.
I want to break… everything. Everything. Throw things against the floor, put my fists through walls, and tear the shit out of everything that so much as comes within my peripheral.
I swear by all things unholy that the next person that tries talking to me in IRL is going to experience first hand what my fist tastes like.
I want to tear the world down and watch it burn.
On top of everything else, I’ve quit drinking.

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