Emptiness and an intolerance to boredom are products of BPD. I fill my life with hobbies and friends and it helps to an extent but never so much as the rush that comes with something truly turbulent.
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Jul
22
2011
Why is this? Why do we thrive on the turbulance? Why is it in turbulance that we feel ALIVE but not in calm? I hate that I am this way and while I have contained it somewhat it's still there. It still exists. I can feel it clawing trying to escape. Trying to break free every moment of the day.